Freddie Mercury sings to me.

It has been a while since I have posted, no special news or events have happened to really talk about. I have been allowing my brain to shut down in the evenings - vegetating with the various flavors of Law and Order on USA. Sometimes I even watch CSI. But nothing special to stand out...

The days are getting hotter and I think about my bike. I have passing urges to replace the tires, do a little maintenance and ride. Riding is just like cutting the grass to me. A simple task that allows to just think, the sounds of the mower are so loud that they isolate you from the world. Someone can yell at you from across the yard and you never hear them. Riding did the same thing, the wind would provide a soothing sound as it pass around my head. The rides that were 20+ miles only seemed long when starting out because I could think without distraction during the ride and end my journey wondering where the miles and time went.

Only in nature...

would you be able to create something that looks like a fuzzy ballsack.

Sitting on my throne thinking.

Sometimes it is the only place I can get a little time to myself... only sometimes.

Babies everywhere!

Baby cat snuck out and got herself knocked up.

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Crave

I can taste more than feel

This burning inside is so real

I can almost lay my hands upon

The warm glow that lingers on

Taste, there is a taste associated with the woman I love.

The taste is uniquely her, nothing else reminds me of her flavor.

I will sometimes crave that taste, never being satisfied only

after sampling her, I must devour her all.

Savoring my time with her.

Two for the price of one

Eighteen years ago I ran off to a justice of the peace with the woman I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. We eloped with his wife as our witness to the legal process. I couldn't imagine myself with anyone else at that time and I still cannot. I didn't want to let her go and made the decision to ask her to marry me. We were young and many didn't expect it to last for long. Some of our peers from back then are working on 2nd divorces. Rumors back then also placed us as rushing to cover up some un-expected child. Thru that and the questioning from family and friends in the early days we have made it and are accepted and loved.

While we have had our little annoying times in the end, and still to this day, I will always love my wife and wouldn't change a thing.


Fourteen years ago our first child was born. Even though she isn't big on hugging and PSA I still think back to when on her very first day that she slept on my chest in the LDR and I realized that there can always be more room in your heart.